Monday, September 22, 2008
Palm of My Hand
Trinity was pretty much as healthy as can be. Gabriel had some breathing issues and was incubated (on a ventilator) for about 2 days, then he was fine. Asher had the most complications. His lungs colapsed twice, he was incubated for a little over a week. At one point they put him on a high speed ventilator which was very difficult to see. He also had to have a chest tube to get rid of fluid in his lungs.
While I was in Little Rock with our babies, I went to the hospital gift store. While I was checking out I found a silver bracelet at the counter next to the register. It read...
"I will hold you always in the palm of my hand." Isaiah 41:13
Of course I just had to buy it. I thought, "how perfect is this" truly a God thing that I found this bracelet. This verse became such an encouragement and also became our family life verse.
No matter how hard it was sometimes to walk into the ICN and see Asher lying their motionless (due to sedation since he was ventilated) with his chest pumping a hundred breaths a minute, I would recite this verse in my mind and would also tell it to each on of our babies. I knew that no matter what happened, that God was holding each one of my babies, not to metion my husband and I in the palm of HIS hands. What better place to be than in the hands of THE Father.
God gave us incredible strength and we looked at each thing and person in our lives as a blessing. We could have looked at all the negatives around us, we could have lost hope, but we knew that our God is strong enough to do anything. Even now, I had to quit my job, which has left my husband as the main provider and looking for a higher paying job. We could sit here and stress over finances until the cows come home, but instead we decide to remember that we serve a God of more than enough. A God of promise and a God who provides. And thus far He has kept His promises.
Jer. 17:7-8 says "Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in HIM. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit."
I thank God that he has held my family in the palm of HIS hand. I thank Him for the strength that he has given each of us. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Our family is stronger for all that God has allowed us to go through. Each day is a blessing.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Sweet Child
Jesus had harsh words for anyone who would cause a child to stumble, “But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.”(Matthew 18:6)
The Bible tells parents to be gentle and loving with their children.
Ephesians 6:4 says..."Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord."
Definition of "exasperate" - 1.to irritate or provoke to a high degree; annoy extremely. 2.Archaic. to increase the intensity or violence
Synonyms 1. incense, anger, vex, inflame, infuriate.
Colossians 3:21 says..."Fathers, do not embitter your children, or they will become discouraged.
There are examples of physical discipline in the Bible - (Proverbs 13:24, 22:15, 20:30) But, we must remember...
God's discipline is loving, as should it be between parent and child. Spanking should never be used to cause lasting physical harm or pain, but a quick swat (on the bottom where there is the most padding) to teach the child that what he did was wrong is acceptable.
Never should physical discipline be used to vent our anger and frustrations, or be uncontrolled.
We must always remember that in disciplining our children we always take the time to help them understand what they have done and why it is not acceptable. Discipline is a neccesity for growth, but how we discipline makes a big difference in whether our children will grow in a healthy loving way or in a bitter angry way.
As my children grow, this is something I will pay much attention to as I want them to grow up in a loving environment. I pray that I will never harm my children with physical or verbal abuse. Let's never use the Bible's examples of physical correction as an excuse to harm our children. They are so precious in His eyes and are a gift. Our children are not our own as they belong to the Heavenly Father. God has trusted us as parents to care for them and grow them up in HIS ways. Let us make sure we treat them that way...as blessings from above, gifts from the Almighty. They are counting on us to show them the way.
"Father I pray that I will always know your will in disciplining my children. I pray that I will never abuse them physically or verbally. I ask that you guide me and give me strength, patience, understanding, and discipline in all these matters so as my children grow they will see you through me. Don't let my anger get the best of me. May I always take the time to teach my children Your ways. I pray that I will be a parent that encourages not embitters. Father, I know I will make mistakes, and I ask that you will forgive me where I fail you. Thank you for disciplining me in love and having patience with me. Amen"
God Bless
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
What's in a Name
News of this reached the ears of the church at Jerusalem, and they sent Barnabas to Antioch. When he arrived and saw the evidence of the grace of God, he was glad and encouraged them all to remain true to the Lord with all their hearts. He was a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and faith, and a great number of people were brought to the Lord.
Then Barnabas went to Tarsus to look for Saul, and when he found him, he brought him to Antioch. So for a whole year Barnabas and Saul met with the church and taught great numbers of people. The disciples were called Christians first at Antioch.
So why were believers/disciples first called Christians at Antioch? What was so different about them? Let's look at our passage.
The first thing I notice is that they got out of their comfort zone as they reached the greeks not just the Jews. They didn't just win people for the Lord that they were familiar with, they went way outside the box and won Greeks (who believed in many gods) over to the Lord. We also see that because of this, the Lord's hand was with them...They had God's favor on their side.
Second was that the evidence of the grace of God was visible in their lives. They weren't just talking about Jesus and preaching to people, they were living the way Jesus did when He was on earth. They were walking examples for non-believers and believers alike.
Third, they were sent a great leader, Barnabas (who was in the Spirit and strong in faith) to encourage them. I believe that encouragement helps everyone. What if no one ever encouraged them to keep it up?
Friends, I ask that we examine our own lives. Are we getting outside our comfort zone for the good news of Jesus Christ? Do we recognize God's favor in our lives because of this? Can others see the grace of God through us, or are we just a billboard...we have a lot to say, but never go anywhere with it...just wait for others to come to us. Do we live like Jesus did? Do we encourage others in the faith to stay strong...keep it up?
Sadly, I know for many of us we do not answer yes to enough of the above questions. But that doesn't mean we cannot change...it doesn't mean we cannot grow. Each day we should be striving to be more like Christ; to walk as He walked. Let's step outside our box, live like we mean it, and go out and encourage our fellow bros and sis' in the faith!
Someday I'll be called "Christian." Why not today
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
My Hope
Psalm 33:20-22 "We wait in hope for the LORD; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O LORD, even as we put our hope in you."
Too many of us put our hope in the things of this world. We put our hope in other people even. But what does God's word say we should put our hope in? HIM of course! The rain cannot fall, nor the sun shine, nor the clouds boom without the LORD commanding them to. So why then would we put our hope in anyone or anything else? If our God can calm the seas (Matt. 8:26) what more can He do for our lives! There is so much promise in God's word. I know that if I wait on HIM that my hope is secure. Waiting is having faith and thanking HIM in advance for that which he has already done...we just may not see it yet.
So put your hope in the LORD and wait to receive your blessings that He has promised of those who believe HIM.
Callin' All Calebs
Numbers 13:30-32"Then Caleb silenced the people before Moses and said, 'We should go up and take possession of the land for we can certainly do it.' But the men who had gone up with him said, 'We can't attack those people; they are stronger than we are...'"
Numbers 14: 6-9 "Joshua son of Nun and Caleb son of Jephunneh, who were among those who had explored the land, tore their clothes and said to the entire Israelite assembly, 'The land we passed through and explored is exceedingly good. If the LORD is pleased with us, he will lead us into that land, a land flowing of milk and honey, and will give it to us. Only do not rebel against the LORD. And do not be afraid of the people of the land, because we will swallow them up. Their protection is gone, but the LORD is with us. Do not be afraid of them.'"
How many of us are Calebs or Joshuas? How many of us look towards the positive instead of the negative? How many of us are willing to do the LORD's Will even against all odds and even when others think we are not going to succeed, and may even talk bad about us? After all, that is what Caleb and Joshua went through....but it wasn't just that they were talked bad about; some of the Israelites even suggested stoning them (Num 14:10).
We have to understand that in doing God's will, there are going to be many of our own brothers and sisters (Christians) who will try to cut down what we believe to be true and God's will in our own lives. They just don't understand. Should we condemn them for that way of thinking? Well, no...they just don't see as Caleb and Joshua did....the positive side...the God side of things.
They do not understand that we are "More than conquerors through HIM who loves us"(Rom. 8:37).
Listen to Caleb's words...they aren't just going to have mere victory over the giants of that land of Canaan, they are going to "swallow them up." That sounds like more than conquerors to me! It sounds like a divine appointment that they shouldn't miss.
How many of us get down when others don't see our vision? Sometimes it's hard to keep on truckin' in the way God wants us to go when we feel all the negativity around us....but we must keep striving towards HIM. We must TRUST in HIM. If we don't we will truly be miserable...caught in a rut never to reach our promised land...not to mention fall out of favor with the LORD. Oh yes, and not to mention have a dead faith (James 2:26).
Numbers 14:11-12 "The LORD said to Moses, 'How long will these people treat me with contempt? How long will they REFUSE TO BELIEVE IN ME in spite of all the miraculous signs I have given them? I will strike them with a Plague and DESTROY them, but I will make you into a nation greater and stronger than they.'"
Well, I don't know about you, but I certainly don't want to be one of those who refuse to believe IN God. Just think of how many signs we ignore...writing them off as just a coincidence. Friends, those signs aren't just coincidence...they are divine signs from our El Shaddai. Our God of more than enough; all sufficient;God of strength and courage, power and promise.
Speaking of promise...
Joshua 14:13 "Then Joshua blessed Caleb son of Jephunneh and gave him Hebron as his inheritance. So Hebron has belonged to Caleb son of Jephunneh the Kenizzite ever since, because he followed the LORD, the God of Israel, wholeheartedly."
Are we willing to follow God WHOLEHEARTEDLY? I know I am. I know that I am sick of running in circles just to try and please others besides the Living God. I know that I am unable to do anything but the Lord's will, and like Caleb and Joshua, I refuse to let anyone tell me different. I refuse to let mere people get in the way of my Canaan.
Negative Christians beware...God's callin' all Calebs!!
Food for Thought
Wanted to share this entry with you all from one of my favorite books...The Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne.
"Kids and homeless mothers preached the gospel. We shared communion - old apple cider and stale bagels or whatever we could find - and many of us were experiencing true communion for the first time in our lives.
No matter how many times I read through this book, this same passage speaks to me. How many of us are so worried about rules (many of which aren't even backed up Biblically...just what you've always done), that we have trapped ourselves into thinking that church is by any means systematic. We try so hard to fit it in our own little box of conformity that most times we close the box without even making sure Jesus made it in...We have to study these kinds of lessons, invite those kinds of people, say that kind of prayer, play this style of music. Sometimes it isn't about how a message is delivered, only that it is delivered in God's love and Spirit. I don't think Jesus meant for church to be so difficult or He wouldn't have said to "come like a child...have faith like a child.""The body of Christ was alive, no longer trapped in stained-glass windows or books of systematic theology. The body of Christ was literal, living, hungry, thirsty, bleeding. Church was no longer something we did for an hour on Sunday, and church was not a building with a steeple...The church became something we are - an organism, not an organization. Church became fresh and vibrant, it was like we had brought something dead back to life."
I have had a lot of time away...a lot of time to think about where my relationship with Jesus has come these past couple of years. It was something I needed, but God knew I wouldn't take a break from the "system", unless He stepped in and made it so I would have one. In this time God has really shown me that it's not all those things we do that add up, but instead the time we spend in humility and submission to Him, allowing Him to take over so that my church becomes His church again. It's time to be literal, living, hungry, thirsty, bleeding. It's time to trash the box and start living abundantly, in dangerous wonder and reckless abandon.
My Savior is alive...I should be too...and so should His church.
He's waiting Are you ready?
Going VS. Being
22:37 And he said to him, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. 22:38 This is the great and first commandment. 22:39 And a second is like it, You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 22:40 On these two commandments depend all the law and the prophets."
5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 5:23 gentleness, self-control; against such there is no law.
21:13 He who closes his ear to the cry of the poor will himself cry out and not be heard.
Going to Church VS. Being the Church
Show up VS. Prayed up
Love others VS. Love the unlovable
Help ourselves VS. Help those in need
Sing songs VS. Praise God
Hear the word VS. Live the Word
Talk to Christian people VS. Talk to the unlikeable
Carry Bible VS. Carry your cross
Wait for lunch VS. Serve others
Sundays & Wednesdays VS. Each and Every day
Living with Jesus VS. Living for Jesus
Work 'cause no one else will VS. Anointed for Work
Talk about VS. Show and be: love, joy
peace, patience,
kindness, goodness,
faithfulness, gentleness
self-control, humility,
generosity, forgiveness
My God
I believe my God is a God of love and understanding. A God that gives answers to those who believe.
I pray believing that God is already making a way. I hear an answer in my heart, and I take it to be nothing less than the Holy Spirit showing me the answer.
This gives me great peace in situations most people would be fretting over until they saw the answer they wanted to see. It's not always about the answer we want, but about the answer we need.
My God holds the whole world together, so why would He not know just what I need.
I have learned to thank God for the blessings as soon as I hear His answer. No matter how long it takes to actually see the fruit, I believe He will provide.
Funny thing is, God wants to bless us. It's just that so many have lost the belief in everyday miracles. No longer is God the one we turn to in every situation, but only in trivial matters.
So what happens when we turn to Him with reckless abandon? Well, we learn to expect the answer and to thank Him for it. We learn that we still serve a God of wonder and amazement, a God of miracles and blessings.
I talk to God in a specific manner. This is whether I am praying for personal issues or for others.
The fact is, when we stop second guessing God, and put our foolish pride aside, we get out of God's way so He can finally bless us in the way he so desires for each of us.
Sometimes all we need to do is let go. Sometimes we just need to recognize who God is, pray believing, and let Him do His job.
Do you believe you receive answers when you pray?
Do you pray believing you will receive?
Do you expect God to move in your life?
Are you willing to get out of His way?
Jeremiah 29:12-13
"Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
1 Chronicles 5:20b
"He answered their prayers, because they trusted Him."
Search me
"Search me, O God..."
Funny how the simplest words can have the deepest of meanings.
Notice how the psalmist David cries out to God. He spends the entire chapter 139 telling God how He knows him and how God has searched him and made him. He declares how awesome his God is.
Then we get to verse 23.
It's not enough to know who God is, and what He can do in our lives, or what He has done. We must invite Him in to intimacy.
Notice that David doesn't ask God to Search him, he demands it. David truly is a man after God's own heart. David knows that only God can be his judge.
Telling God to search our hearts and minds is inviting Him to show us who He sees. Maybe we're ready, maybe we're not. Are we ready to change? Ready to grow? Ready for intimacy with our King? Oh how the world would change if our minds and hearts would just open to the one true God who made every part of us; who already knows each care and thought, strength and weakness.
The world may never be ready, but GOD IS! Search Me, Oh God...One heart at a time changing the world to lead on it's knees.
Heart of a Songwriter
But the truth of it is, it is sometimes easy to write but not easy to come by. And sometimes it's easy to come by, but hard to write. Let me explain...You may be going through something wonderful...there is a song in your heart, but you can't quite make them into lyrics on a page. Other times it is easy to write the lyrics, but the way they came about meant that you had to go through something that was particularly...well, uncomfortable to go through. Written pages make thoughts and visions tangible...good and bad; praise and cries.
The lyrics of our songs reflect the inmost part of us. It displays our walk with our Savior. Loud and clear, people who listen or read our lyrics will know what makes us praise, shout, be joyous, loving, aggravated, sad.
Charlie Parker once stated,"Music is your own experiences, your thoughts, your wisdom. If you don't live it, it won't come out of your horn."
A song is what happens when life happens.
Music is what happens when the song purely and holy comes out of your horn...or mouth...guitar... drums...keyboard...base...whatever you shout to God with.
Songwriting for me is an outpouring. I give a piece of myself in each song. I open myself up; I put my heart on my sleeve, and crawl into the arms of my Lord.
Whether we write songs about who we are in Christ, who He is to us, praise & worship, cries to God, cries to society about God. Whatever it is, it must be real. It must be God speaking through us. It must be our best for God.
We write upward, He brings it out to those around us.
We are... just the messengers.
"Concentrate on doing your best for God, work you won't be ashamed of, laying out the truth plain and simple. Stay clear of pious talk that is only talk. Words are not mere words, you know. If they're not backed by a godly life, they accumulate as poison in the soul." - 2 Timothy 2:15-16 (The Message)
Allow God's Presence
"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me."
Many times we hear this verse when the sermon is in regards to salvation. But what about us who already believe? I believe this verse speaks loudly to us as well.
God knocks on the door to my heart daily. It is my choice to let him in. God speaks to my heart daily, but again, it is my choice on whether I listen or not. How wonderful it is to answer, "YES!", to God. "Yes I will open the door and yes I will listen today." When God is invited in, He showers us with His presence. It is His undeniable presence that begins to lead our lives everyday. His presence puts away conventionalism, and comfort goes out the window. His presence lights our fire and brings us straight to His table. It is only in His presence that we do things that we could not, would not, and do not do on our own.
Only by opening the door. Only by listening. Only one answer.
What is your answer today?
Is God calling you out of your comfort zone?
Is God challenging you to open the door?
It's time to eat with Jesus...the only truly fulfillment of your day.